By the time I realized it was a black panther…. I had already fallen in love with it. 

It all began with a whisper through the jungle. I was deep in the heart of an old rainforest in the Western Ghats, volunteering with a wildlife conservation team. My job was to monitor camera traps, collect data, and help with reforestation projects. I’d always had a love for animals and a thirst for adventure, but nothing—not even my wildest dreams—could have prepared me for what I was about to experience.

The first time I saw it was on a misty morning, around 5:30 a.m. I had wandered a bit off the usual path, camera in hand, hoping to photograph birds. As I stood quietly near a stream, I felt the hair on my neck rise. There was a presence—something watching. Then, through the fog and dense underbrush, I saw it.

A sleek black figure moved with ghost-like silence across the rocks, its body fluid and powerful. My breath caught in my throat. It looked like a large cat, but not the common jungle cats I’d seen before. It didn’t match the golden-brown color of a leopard. It was darker—blacker than night. In fact, it was night, cloaked in fur.

At first, I assumed it was a trick of the light or some kind of shadow. But when the creature turned and looked straight at me with glowing yellow eyes, I froze. I slowly raised my camera, but before I could snap the shot, it vanished—like smoke into the trees.

I returned to camp buzzing with excitement and confusion.

“You probably saw a black leopard,” my teammate Arjun said. “We have one in this region—very rare. Locals say it’s like a spirit. Almost never photographed. No one has seen it up close in years.”

But I had seen it. And I couldn’t stop thinking about it.

Every morning after that, I went back to the stream, hoping for another glimpse. I didn’t tell the others how obsessed I was becoming. I just told them I liked the sunrise, which wasn’t a lie. But really, I was waiting. Watching. Hoping.

Then, one day, I saw it again.

It was crouched low on a rock, drinking from the stream. This time, I stayed absolutely still. The panther glanced up at me but didn’t run. Instead, it blinked slowly and continued drinking. I felt like I’d been given a silent blessing. The camera in my hand stayed down. I didn’t want to break the spell.

Over the following weeks, our encounters grew more frequent—and more surreal. I’d find the black panther following at a distance as I walked the forest trail, sometimes ahead of me, sometimes behind. Always calm, always watching. I gave it a name: Kaala, which means “black” in Hindi. It felt fitting, yet respectful.

I never tried to touch Kaala. I never fed him. But we shared something—an invisible understanding. I’d talk to him softly, telling him about my day, my thoughts, my fears. He’d sit there, tail swishing lazily, like he understood every word. There was a comfort in his presence, a strange peace.

Some nights, I’d wake up and swear I saw glowing eyes just beyond the trees near our camp. I started to sketch him in my notebook, dream about him, even feel his absence when days passed without a sighting.

By the time I realized it was a black panther—a wild apex predator capable of bringing down large prey—I had already fallen in love with him. Not romantic love, but a deep, soul-shaking affection. He was beauty and danger rolled into one majestic being. A creature made of shadow and grace. I wasn’t afraid. I was in awe.

Then, something happened that changed everything.

A nearby village reported livestock going missing. The local forest officials feared a leopard or tiger was responsible and set up traps. I overheard their plans and felt a cold dread seep into my bones. What if they thought Kaala was a threat? What if they captured him?

I couldn’t let that happen.

That night, I went to the edge of the jungle where I’d last seen him. I whispered into the trees, begging Kaala to stay away from the village, to stay hidden, to be safe. I don’t know if he understood, but the next day, no more attacks were reported. Days turned into weeks, and I didn’t see Kaala again.

It hurt, but I knew it was for the best.

Eventually, my time at the reserve came to an end. I packed my things with a heavy heart. On my last morning, I walked one last time to the stream. The fog was thick, the air silent.

And then, like a parting gift, Kaala appeared on the far side of the bank. He stood tall and still, eyes locked with mine. We stared at each other for what felt like an eternity.

Then, with a flick of his tail, he melted into the trees.

I never saw him again.

Back home, I framed one of the sketches I had drawn of him and placed it on my desk. It reminds me of everything that moment in my life gave me—courage, wonder, and connection to the wild. I’ve since joined a campaign to protect rare species and now work with a global conservation network. I tell Kaala’s story whenever I can, urging people to see wildlife not as threats—but as magnificent, essential parts of our world.

Some people find love in cities, in songs, in people. I found it in the eyes of a black panther in the middle of a jungle.

By the time I realized what he truly was, it didn’t matter.

Because I had already fallen in love.