Love and miss u, buddy. Always have. Always will.

Some people come into our lives and leave footprints that time can never erase. You, buddy, were one of those rare souls. No matter how much time passes or how far apart life takes us, the bond we shared remains untouched, still as vivid in my heart as it ever was. Love and miss u, buddy. Always have. Always will.

I think about you more often than I admit to anyone else. It happens in the little moments—the random song on the radio, a joke that only we would laugh at, or a memory that flashes so bright it almost feels real again. You were the one I could always count on, through the wild nights and the quiet mornings, through the laughter and the tears. You understood me when no one else did. You accepted me at my best and at my worst, without ever asking for anything in return.

There’s a comfort that comes with true friendship—a silent agreement that no matter what storms life throws at you, you’ve got someone standing beside you, unshaken. That’s what you were for me. A steady presence, a constant reminder that I wasn’t alone in this chaotic world. And now that you’re not here, there’s a piece missing, a gap that nothing else can quite fill.

Missing you isn’t a grand, overwhelming feeling all the time. Sometimes it’s subtle—a dull ache, a longing in the background of my life. Other times, it’s sharp, knocking the wind out of me when I least expect it. It’s the realization that some moments are simply incomplete without you. That no matter how much I grow, change, or move forward, there will always be a part of me that wishes you were still walking this path beside me.

Life moves on, as it always does, but I carry you with me in everything I do. I hear your voice cheering me on when I take a risk. I imagine your laughter when something ridiculous happens. I feel your spirit when I push through a hard day, remembering the way you never let me give up on myself. You’re woven into the fabric of who I am, and for that, I am endlessly grateful.

It’s strange to think how many years have gone by, and yet my feelings haven’t faded. They’ve changed, matured maybe, but they haven’t weakened. If anything, they’ve grown stronger with time. You were, and always will be, one of the best parts of my life—a chapter I’ll reread over and over again in my heart.

I sometimes wonder if you feel it too, wherever you are. If somehow, across the distance, you know that you’re missed. That you’re loved. That the memories we built together still shine bright in someone’s mind. I like to think you do. I like to believe that real connections—soul-deep connections like ours—aren’t broken by time or space or even by goodbye.

There are so many things I wish I could tell you. So many updates, little victories, and even losses that I would have shared with you first. You were always the first call after something big happened, good or bad. You knew how to celebrate the wins with me, and you knew how to sit quietly with me through the losses. It’s hard not having that anymore. Harder still knowing I can’t make new memories with you, only cherish the ones we already made.

Still, I find comfort in knowing that the love and the memories are enough to last a lifetime. They have to be. And honestly, I wouldn’t trade the time we had for anything. You made my world a better place while you were here, and that impact will never fade.

Love and miss u, buddy. Always have. Always will.

You taught me that real friendship isn’t about how often you talk or how often you see each other. It’s about being there, truly being there, in a way that leaves a mark on someone’s soul. You left that mark on mine, and I carry it with pride. I try to be that kind of friend to others because of you. I try to live in a way that would make you proud, to honor what we had.

Maybe one day, somewhere, somehow, we’ll cross paths again. Until then, I’ll keep telling our stories, laughing at our jokes, and remembering you with all the love my heart can hold. You’ll never be forgotten, buddy. Not today, not tomorrow, not ever.

You are, and always will be, a part of me.

Love and miss u, buddy. Always have. Always will.